I MOVED TO Thurlby from the southern suburbs of Peterborough when I was eight
years old, back at the end of the decade that taste forgot. My parents had been
planning this move for at least a year but my enduring memory is of catching the
dark blue double-decker Delaine bus to view the progress on our house’s
construction. My mother would always allow us to ride at the front of the top
deck as the bus chugged its way along the A15.
Then, once the bus stopped at Thurlby crossroads, we would walk up the
High Street with its variegated mix of houses and gardens to the Green where our
new house was being built two doors down from the village post office. Over the
summer, it progressed from its box-like origins until that day in early
September when we moved in and it became home.
My sister started at Bourne Grammar School while I went to the village primary
school whose Victorian façade greeted me every time I looked out of my bedroom
window. When not in school, there were friends to play with and the village to
explore, and this made Thurlby my main horizon for the next three years. One of
my favourite haunts was Obthorpe Lane where, in the spring, I would search for
the elusive pale-yellow flash of the primroses in the dykes.
There was stitchwort too, its tiny white flowers reaching towards the
light. But I also loved the autumn view, standing on the slight advantage that
the ridge had over the fen, and looking out over the patchwork of fields,
irregular squares melded together by the dark lines of the dykes, sloping away
to the edge of the horizon
My teacher in the last two years at primary school was a keen ornithologist and
some afternoons, in pre-National Curriculum freedom, would march us in a
crocodile along Obthorpe Lane’s dusty whiteness to Dole Wood. My sister told me
this was ancient woodland and certainly there was something awe inspiring about
its approach from the lane, especially the way in which the trees deadened
sounds as we crossed the borders of the wood. The dark trunks stretched up to a
canopy of green, the grass was lush around our ankles and there were nettles and
brambles to catch the unwary in skirts and short socks.
Froggy, our teacher, always warned us to be quiet so as not to disturb the
birds but somehow this felt like a place in which to be hushed, like a cathedral
perhaps, or some temple to nature. Even whether the weather was hot, the
temperature beneath the canopy was cool and we wandered about, conversing in low
tones, doing whatever nature activities had been assigned to us. Then, at the
end of the afternoon, Froggy would gather us all together and send us to the top
of a natural stairway formed by the incline of Swallow Hill and the ancient tree
roots. We were allowed to pelt down this formation at breakneck speed, whooping
and squawking in atavistic fashion, as a reward for our co-operation before
trooping back to school.
At the other side of the village lay Wood Lane, another route out into nature,
and here a neighbour and I experienced a genuine moment of panic, that is, an
awareness of the god Pan in his dominion. It was autumn and we had gone to the
thicket halfway along its length to look for blackberries. This was a place we
were familiar with. During the summer when the bushes were clothed in green, we
had searched for creatures in the dyke with jam jars and fishing nets.
But now the leaves were falling away and the wind set the thicket
rustling. A low sun danced through the bare branches, and both of us had the
uncomfortable feeling that we were being watched. Without too much discussion we
began to walk back towards the village; our pace quickened until we were running
and I glanced behind to see the thicket, secret and quiet as if we had never
been there.
I followed my sister to Bourne Grammar School at eleven, and this, and the
advent of my teenage years, widened my scope for observation and exploration. I
gauged the progress of the year by the stately horse chestnuts lining the
southern edge of the playing fields, the reds and golds of autumn, the spiky
outstretched arms of winter, the green mist of spring, the shadiness of summer.
I also dreaded having to thud past them during cross-country before stumbling
across the deep ruts of the next field and then passing into the Spinney. Here
the mud seemed peculiarly sticky, as if it was trying to catch and hold you, and
the air, once smelt, was never forgotten, a musty, muddy, old odour, which also
clung to you.
On sharp frosty mornings, the days when cross-country was most terrifying, I
could draw some small comfort from riding the bus from Thurlby to school. The
sky was barely blue, the turned soil of the fields fringed with white frost, the
trees standing stark and black against the skyline. Even seen through fogged-up
windows with shrill chatter all around, this was a view I loved with a passion.
I also loved to watch the snow fall and coat the school field, ready to be
scraped into missiles when the bell released us from lessons.
On spring days, I sometimes took my bike out through the back lanes, either with
a friend or on my own. I remember once riding past the rape fields towards
Braceborough, the crop rising above my head, bright yellow against a clear blue
sky. I am not particularly religious now, but I felt closer to whatever deity
when surrounded by the fen and being made to feel the truth of my insignificance
in terms of the planet. There was another day when a family of stoats crossed
the road ahead of me and I slapped on my brakes to watch from a distance as they
tumbled their way across from one lush green tree lined verge to another.
Even the nights were something to watch. I often caught the sunset from my
parents’ bedroom with layers of crimsons and deep pinks settling over Swallow
Hill as the sun crept westwards. There were nights when the moon was a copper
disc as it climbed towards the zenith of a velvety midnight blue sky, and the
stars peered out of the fuzziness. At other times, they shone bright and hard in
a totally black heaven and the moon was silvery-white, its light lending a
strangeness to familiar things.
When I left home to go to University in Plymouth, I missed it all enormously. I
returned to Lincolnshire to do my PGCE [Post Graduate Certificate of Education]
at the Grot in Lincoln [the Bishop Grosseteste College] but then moved back
south to Essex and now I am further south again, once more living in glorious
Devon. I love this place and the scenery it offers but only the top of the moors
has a sky vista like that of the place where I grew up and learned to love
nature. I am sure that my appreciation of all the wonders on offer was tuned and
refined by the solid grounding I was given in the gentle scenes and byways of
South Lincolnshire.
WRITTEN JUNE 2006
BIOGRAPHICAL NOTE: Nicola Senior moved to
Thurlby with her family in 1979 and after attending the village primary
school, moved to Bourne Grammar School and then Plymouth University where
she was awarded a combined honours degree in biology and astronomy
followed by a teaching qualification at the Bishop Grosseteste College in
Lincoln. She taught at primary schools in Essex and Devon before taking a
Masters degree in Biological Research Skills at the University of Exeter.
Nicola is now in her mid-thirties, lives in Exeter with her husband and
three children and is currently completing a PhD in molecular
microbiology, after which she hopes to continue in a research position.
She returns to Lincolnshire at intervals to visit her father in Thurlby
and still feels a nostalgic pang as she catches her first glimpse of the
fens from the top of Swallow Hill. |
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